I think in every relationship, there will never be an equality.
The other person will always be the one who loves more, cares more and gives a whole lot of effort than the other person.


And in the end, that person gets hurt the most.
It sucks because it's not fair.

Feels like when the other person is hurt, the other one only have the slightest idea of how you feel.

What sucks even more is when the other doesn't have any idea at all.

So when you go into a relationship,  even if you're the one who loves more, make sure that the person you'll give your heart to is worthy of every piece of love, tears and pain you are gonna shed.
Make sure that in the end, It is all worth it. 

Survive

There will come a time in our lives when we will get our heart broken.
We will be hurt.
We will be in chronic pain and in agony.

It will leave us with no option but to move on.
We have to, by all possible means accept the bitter truth that the person we once adore, we once love with all our heart, can no longer be a part of our being.
No longer a part of our lives... of our future.

At first, it can be draining physically and mentally.
It's as if nothing will ever be right anymore.
we will all feel like we can’t live without that person, but eventually you will.
You will see that you will.
You'll get better and that's inevitable.

You just have to believe in yourself and you have to trust yourself.
You will end up as a stronger person in the end. Just follow the basic rule.

SURVIVE.
Even if it is difficult.
At the end of it, you can smile like nothing really happened.

Live like a Boss

I dress like a lady, 

walk like a princess, 

talk like a man, 

think like a soldier,

laugh like a sailor, 

and live like a boss.

That’s just how I am. 

Random. 

People always think they know me,

 but they always end up either surprised or disappointed. 

That’s why I never like expectations. 

People tend to overate you. 

Expect more from you and when you disappoint them,

 they’ll slap in your face how much you’ve let them down.

And they'll slap you hard.

So instead of living with people’s expectation, 

live your life the way you should live it. 

As long as it is in accordance of God’s will, just go. 

Live it to the fullest. 

Don’t mind them. Don’t let them control you.

Dress like a lady, in modest. 

Walk like a princess, you are beautiful, don't let others tell you differently. 

Talk like a man. make them listen with your intelligence and charm. 

Think like a soldier, shrewd and clever. 

Laugh like a sailor, as loud as you can, as happy as you can be.

Live like a boss, you are your own boss. you have a gift of freedom, use it accordingly.

9 years :)

With the things that I have experienced and the hardships I have been through, I learned to be more grateful will all the things that I've been receiving from Him.

Because of the men that God sent us, I have learned to look at things in different perspective, to look at life in its brighter side, to find beauty even in the most miserable situation, and to be thankful even in the middle of chaos.

Despite of being insignificant and unworthy, I am undoubtedly blessed. 

I can feel the love of the Almighty working in me, helping me get through every day. 

It's been 9 years but there’s still so much to learn, so much to see, and so much to do. 

There may be days when everything seems working against me, or I don’t appreciate things or I unconsciously take things for granted, but at the end of the day I know He is the reason why I can still sleep comfortably or wake up the next morning with an overflowing gratitude in my heart. 

It is overwhelming to learn that no matter how infinitesimal I am in all His infinite creation, I am well loved and blessed of so many gifts. That no matter how small I am, I am a part of something magnificent and grand. I belong to his Church. I am one of those who are blessed to witness the unfolding of God’s truth and kindness.

God gave me more than I need. And with that I am eternally grateful. To God be the Glory. J