I was honest to you.
I have loved you with every bit of me.
Every fiber of me.
I opened up to you wholeheartedly.
I respected you, so much na kahit nasasaktan mo ko i couldn't bring myself to hate you cause i thought you would never mean to hurt me.

Pinagtatanggol kita kasi akala ko kilala kita. And i thought you were always honest with me.
but now im wondering, do i even know you at all.
Everything i believe in about you just crashed.
Everything i have in us just gone.
EVERYTHING.

Every wonderful things to remember is gone.
It's like some part of my past was erased. Stolen.
Some things in my memory clearly didn't happen.
because all of them are lies.
And it hurts so much being played like that.

I'm hurt, insulted and offended.

You were always the one who made me feel like shit.
ALWAYS.

and now, i can bluntly say, I HATE YOU.

Forget the distance

I may be miles away from you, but it doesn't mean that the distance will make me stop loving you.
I know that being away is difficult, but i'll try my best and everything to make things work for us.
Don't mind the distance. Forget about the miles.

One day we will see each other. It may be sooner, may be later.
I don't mind.
As long as you keep holding on, I will too.
And if that day comes I know it will be the day that we both won't forget.

For now, I'm gonna endure missing you.

This is kinda pissing, right?

I mean, ok, someone has a crush on me, so what?

Why the heck do you need to tell me?

and why the heck do you need to repeat it again?

Do you think i'd go crazy and gaga with your information?

Should I ask for his name and his number?

Nah, I'm not a bit interested.

And it’s kinda hard when you are hurting and you can’t just tell the other person because you might hurt that person too.

It’s not easy when you pretend everyday that you are fine and you’re happy but in reality, it hurts all the way.

This is what I fear the most. Opening up to other person, making that person see and get inside of you, giving access to your vulnerability and then the next thing you’ll know you’re hurting like crap.