How weird are you?

Sometimes, we meet people who are seem weird.

But due to our social obligations, we put up with them.

We accept them because that's the right thing to do.

And then, we get to know them, like really know them.

And soon we will like them.

We will get so used with their weirdness that we don't even notice it anymore

We won't even see these people as weird at all. 

And eventually, you'll see yourself doing what they do.

And you'll also become seemingly weird to others and they'll put up with you. 

And they'll like you.
And eventually they'll do what you do.

Yes, the world is a big weird thing.

Happy Birthday to me

here's a message for someone...
To the One who's always been there for me.
To the One who saved me in every way a person can be saved.
To the One who never left my side...
who never stop loving me...
of showing me kindness.
Regardless of my shortcomings and wrong doings He's always been there for me, warming me with his love.

I know i don't deserve Him.
I know i keep on letting him down, keep on disappointing him, hurting him...  and I am sorry.

I'm sorry that i know i'll never be worthy of his love and kindness.
I'm sorry that i can never reach up to his expectations.
I'm sorry that i'm a failure.

But this is all i am.
And He is all i got.
And i dont know what i'd do, and where i'd be if he gave up on me...
if he left me or get tired of me.

So up to this moment, i am trying. and fighting... fighting hard.. to be worthy of Him.
To deserve his love. Because that's all i got. His love.
And that's all i need... His love and mercy.

And now that another birthday is coming.. I am thanking Him, for guiding me all this years, for keeping me safe and loved and for making me feel that I am not alone in this fight.

Thank You Lord for making me feel Your presence when everything feels like falling apart.
Thank You for showing me that there's more to life than what we're seeing... than what we're experiencing. Thank You for making me feel secure and for giving me comfort when i am hurt.
Thank You for making me feel strong at times when i am most vulnerable.
Thank You for unceasingly blessing me.
Thank You.

I hope I can put to words exactly how grateful and thankful i am but there's just no enough words to tell how great and kind You are.
So i hope this simple Thank You can say exactly what i want to tell you.
Thank You.