Empty box

She's sitting alone in an empty box. 

Staring at nothing. Blocking everything. Feeling nothing.

She knows she should not entertain the pain cause she knows very well she can't handle it.

She doesn't even wanna try.

Her inability to tolerate pain is what makes her weak.

She's too scared of the excruciating pain that things might bring her if she comes back to the world. 

So she hides. 

Here she is, sitting in an empty box emptying her heart...

Embracing the comfort emptiness brings.

She doesn't wanna fight cause she knows she cant defeat the feeling. 

She's so afraid of the pain so she's doing everything in her power to block it.
She's emptying her mind from all the thoughts.
She stopped caring for a while now, she stopped feeling as well, so i think she'll be fine.
For now.
Here. 

In an empty box.