No tears shall fall

And I thought by this time, I am getting better.

I thought I’ve already accepted the fact that there won’t be any future for you and me.

But no, after learning that you are getting along with someone,

All the pain that I’ve felt in the past, they all come back to me, but in doubled amount.

They say there’s no easy way to break somebody’s heart, so I must ask, how the hell did you manage to break mine a thousand times in a thousand pieces?!

I’ve been hurting this much that the other things that must be hurting me don’t bother me anymore. All I can feel is this pain that that news have brought me. 

It’s so intense, so strong and burning that I can’t even cry. 

My heart is throbbing literally because I’m trying my hardest not to cry.

Yes, I’m not gonna cry for you this time. Not today and I hope not tomorrow.

I’m gonna endure this bitter taste in my throat but no tears shall fall.

i still wish that you'd be happy with her, but i'll be hating flowers for now. rose in particular.