Learning the Art of Pain

I read from somewhere that "If you continuously ignore people, you're teaching them to live without you."


Annnddddd NO. 


I didn't mean it to be that way.


I need you not to learn living without me when in the first place I'm not even sure if I come across your mind even once in awhile. Maybe yes. Perhaps not.


But I don't want to care anymore. I'm done caring, I guess.


But...


I am the one who's trying to learn here... 


learning to live without thinking of you, without talking to you, without expecting anything from you, without waiting for you.


So you see, I am the one who's trying to learn living without you...


And I am learning the art of it. :)

Business w/out pleasure is not fun!

“Sorry, I don’t mix business with pleasure.”

Of course I didn’t tell him that.

First, because I thought it would be offending on his part, 

second, I didn't want to sound so conceited haha. (kagandahan?)

So I told him, “trust me, I’m better off as your friend” instead.

Oh yeah, gimme a break! It wasn’t euphemism. 

I was never a euphemist. 

In fact, I am never good with words. I always suck voicing what I feel.

So yeah, I was telling the truth. 

That I don’t mix business with pleasure and I am a better friend than a girlfriend. And I hate it! Haha.