Learning the Art of Pain

I read from somewhere that "If you continuously ignore people, you're teaching them to live without you."


Annnddddd NO. 


I didn't mean it to be that way.


I need you not to learn living without me when in the first place I'm not even sure if I come across your mind even once in awhile. Maybe yes. Perhaps not.


But I don't want to care anymore. I'm done caring, I guess.


But...


I am the one who's trying to learn here... 


learning to live without thinking of you, without talking to you, without expecting anything from you, without waiting for you.


So you see, I am the one who's trying to learn living without you...


And I am learning the art of it. :)