Someone is not just anyone

If you are a close friend of mine, you know that lately I've been involved in some issues.
Issues I don't even want to discuss here cause it's freaking embarrassing and until now I don't get why I've been implicated in that thing.

I guess all I really wanna say is people should know that I don’t really chase people.
I don’t fight for them. Not even try.

I don't constantly communicate with anyone.
If someone decides to stop communicating with me, then that's it.
I won't go after them.
'cause the way I see it is that if they are worth my time they won’t let me go.

I don’t want to have to run after them just for them to break my heart, to heighten those walls I have.
These walls are the product of the pains I've been through.

And honestly, right now, all I want is someone who will break that barrier...
who will find me worthy of this chase, of their patience.

I want someone who I know will never leave me, and who will walk this road with me.

I want someone, not just anyone.