I was always an ice cream addict.
ALWAYS.
It all began since my childhood taste buds savored the icecold sweetness of it.

I can still remember how I always got tonsillitis because of eating too much ice buko, ice drop and even ice candy I always bought outside our school every after class when I was in grade school.

Every birthday I attended, even my own, ice cream serving was my most anticipated moment.

So practically, I grew up eating an Ice cream… until I got satiated.

I suddenly stopped eating ice cream, sundae, ice drop, and the like.
I stopped eating it the way I used to… 

Until I tried Cornetto.  

Yap, CORNETTO.
The 20pesos worth of ice cream you always see in the TV. 

I don’t know what’s in it, but all of a sudden, it brings my addiction to ice cream back.

Uhm, no wait I dont think its just an addiction, it's more of a craze. if you read my tweets, it's like everyday i have a post about it haha.
It’s the only ice cream I crave now. Yeah seriously.
It's hard not to pick any flavor of it whenever I go to the grocery.
Yeah, I don't mind anymore if it makes me fatter because all I'm thinking is I -WANT-IT haha. 

Now, I eat this thing every day, no matter what the weather is.

Question #2

A Famous person you've been compared to?

--- Cherry Pie Picache and Cita Astals.
haha i know. and i hate it too.

1. The person you like and why you like him?
-- i was thinking not to answer this Q anymore since im in a moving on stage, but then again, why the hell not?!
uhm, no... wait... i think its better to stick on my first decision. im not gonna answer this. 
Sorry :D
Next question please.

No tears shall fall

And I thought by this time, I am getting better.

I thought I’ve already accepted the fact that there won’t be any future for you and me.

But no, after learning that you are getting along with someone,

All the pain that I’ve felt in the past, they all come back to me, but in doubled amount.

They say there’s no easy way to break somebody’s heart, so I must ask, how the hell did you manage to break mine a thousand times in a thousand pieces?!

I’ve been hurting this much that the other things that must be hurting me don’t bother me anymore. All I can feel is this pain that that news have brought me. 

It’s so intense, so strong and burning that I can’t even cry. 

My heart is throbbing literally because I’m trying my hardest not to cry.

Yes, I’m not gonna cry for you this time. Not today and I hope not tomorrow.

I’m gonna endure this bitter taste in my throat but no tears shall fall.

i still wish that you'd be happy with her, but i'll be hating flowers for now. rose in particular.

Questions to answer

I have these set of questions from my tumblr that I needed to answer but since I didn’t designed my tumblr for such kind of blog, I decided to post the answers here instead. But I don’t think I can answer them all at once so I guess im’ma attend to each of them only whenever I have a free time (as if I am that busy haha.)

1.      the person you like and why you like him?

2.      a famous person you’ve been compared to.

3.      5 things that irritate you about the same sex/opposite sex.

4.      the best thing that has happened to you this week.

5.      weird things you do when you’re alone.

6.      how you’d spend ten thousand bucks.

7.      things you like and things you don’t like about the way you look.

8.      your last night out in detail.

9.      something that makes me sad when i think about it.

10. something you’ve lied about.

11. would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? explain why.

12. something you’re currently worrying about.

13. something you do without realising.

14. lyrics that apply to your current situation/mood.

15. a drunken story.

16. something you regret.

17. post a picture of yourself.

18. your longest relationship and who it was with.

19. post a bit of your last IM convo.

20. 5 things you want to change.

21. someone you’d like to be for a day and why.

22. 5 things within touching distance.

23. story of your first kiss.

Trip to Albay

I’ve been meaning to blog about our journey to Albay last March but I’ve been so busy with a lot of things lately.

This trip was one of the most unforgettable so far. 

It was my first time to ride on a plane, and we were (I and my group) compelled (more than willing to oblige)  to feature Bicolanos way of living and visit every attractive places there.

I know you expect me to tell you about how beautiful the place was, but it’s not gonna be the first thing I'll write about.

I was more astonished by Bicolanos hospitality. 

I may not been in a lot of places but I think I have more than enough share of experience to say that Bicolanos hospitality is exceptional.

Most of the people there has been friendly and helpful.

On the third day of our stay there, (we've been there for 5 days) 

we decided to go to Hoyop-Hoyopan Cave located in Camalig, Albay.

Honestly, I wasn't that thrilled going there because I never really like muddy and dark places. 

But as we go inside the cave, I had a change of heart.

The cave wasn’t what I expected it to be. 
It wasn’t suffocating like other caves.

In fact it was somewhat chilly inside, reason why it was named Hoyop which means “to blow”. 

Also, it didn’t stink at all. 

There were a lot of narrow passages inside the cave which makes the tour fun because you have to squeeze yourself to pass through. 

The entrance fee was 10 pesos each but you have to pay the tour guide 300 bucks and you can’t go inside without being accompanied by one.

It was at lunch time when we left the cave. 
We were really hungry at that time but unfortunately it was raining and we can’t just get ourselves soaked in the rain because we have cameras, lapel, mic, and tripod with us.

We saw a store on the way and decided to stay there and wait until the rain stop. 
We were all laughing and noisy while complaining how hungry we were. 
Each one blames each other why we didn’t eat before going to the cave.

We were all whining that we didn't notice this local sleeping in another bench.  

He heard all our complains and told us that we can buy something at the store 
and offered to cook it in his house. 
Because he looks really nice, gratefully, we agreed and bought 3 canned of tuna. 
To our surprise, when we entered his house, there was a lot of food for us in the table. 
A lechon kawali, this kind of vegetable that I don’t know what to call, a newly cooked rice, 
and the tuna that we bought from the store.
 The guy even introduced us to his family and they welcomed us warmly.

We were so touched by the gestures that we thanked them unstoppable.

And everywhere we go people were really accommodating that made my friends asked, 
“are we still in earth or we’re already dead and we’re now in heaven?” 


(haha, no, I’m not exaggerating, they really asked me that.)

We also did a cooking show segment in this particular restaurant called Global kusina wherein the owner entertained us without letting us spent even a penny and thoughtfully served us Bicol express, this another menu that I forgot the name and their own version of pizza for free.

Even the mayor spared us some of her precious time for an interview.

See what I’m talking about? Weren’t they too good to be true?

I’m done with their hospitality, now it’s time to brag about how magnificent the place was.

Ok im just kidding. I'm not gonna bore you with my writing, 

I’ll let these pictures speak for themselves. J

Busay Falls

This falls was so magnificent and we even came here twice during our 5 days visit regardless of its distance to where we stay)

(i was the official camerawoman)

(at lignon hill where climbing is a struggle for someone like me
who isn't used of a long walk. It's like a mini tagaytay where you can
have a nice view of Mayon Volcano.)

(chili flavored shake)

A letter for a friend

I know you expect us to be by your side at this seem so lowest point of your life,

but how can we, when we too are struggling?

You should know that we too are wounded.

we were left here, though you may not be aware but we're still trying to protect you the best way we can.
we were left here cleaning up the mess.

We were hurt and damaged.
I hate to say this but you’ve inflicted us this pain. 

You’re the reason of it.

So as much as we want to be with you, we can’t. 

Cause we’re in the process of nursing ourselves too.

Please don’t think as if we’ve abandoned you , we didn’t.

It was you who forgot to remember us.

And the things that happened lately were only the consequences of those times you've forgotten about us.

We understand you, what you did and why you did it,

it's your justification that we don't.

it's the lies that we don't.

Others don’t have the right to judge you. But we do.
I believe we have the right to.
Because we know you.
we know things that others don't.
And because you’ve hurt us. So much.  That everything became hard.

we've been friends for years.
all of us used to eat in one plate, same food, one spoon, one drinking bottle.
we used to sleep in one pillow, and shared a blanket.
we used to laughed in the same joke, etc., etc., blah! blah! blah!
all of us used to do a lot of things together.
so yes, we have every right to judge you without being judgmental.

Do you know that everytime someone mentions your name, an awkward silence follows?

But sometimes I purposely mention you in the middle of a conversation because I want them; I want us to be immune of your memory. Not so we can forget all about you, but because I want us to be able to move forward.

and if we do, maybe, just maybe, everything will get back to normal. Don't lose hope.