Oblivion

And it's hard when you want to smile,

you want to laugh,

you want the people around you see that you are happy,

but you just cant...

'coz the sadness inside you is overwhelming,

it consumes your whole being.

Everything triggers your tearduct.

Nothing in particular... just, everything.

The tweeting of birds, crying of baby, laughter of the person beside you, the sound of your own keyboard, the insect, the paper, the wall, the door, the floor... everything!

Everything spells sadness.

You are a zombie.

You walk, you talk, you work, but lifeless.

And it's hard to be at this state.

You want to scream for help but you know no one can ever save you.

Because the person who can, is the reason why you're currently drowning in misery.